Thursday, 08 January 2009
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[Day Two]
Here I am again, last night was so tough at work. I had only allowed myself to eat an orange and it nearly killed me. I haven't gone an entire night not eating something terrible from that gas station in forever, but last night I did it! That really gives me hope, sure my stomach was all grumbly and what not, but I can deal with that a little and once my stomach shrinks the grumbles might too. I hopped on the scale this morning and it said.....187lbs.
Only one pound, which I will gain back by eating since I weigh myself before eating now a days [it makes me feel better to see lower numbers]. But I am going in the right direction! I will be off to the gym today.. Things are getting easier, err they WILL be I mean.
My cravings to go steal a Reese Stix candy bar off the shelf and devour it was THROUGH THE ROOF last night! But I just kept telling myself "It's either a minute of eating something that tastes amazing, or a lifetime of being fit and healthy." I chose the latter with no hesitation. I even called my boyfriend a couple times when the cravings were unbearable and just talking to him helped calm them.
Well, I will see you later tonight with my list of foods. TTFN!



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